technical tweaking is sucking the lifeblood from me

I'm a little bit upset that certain people, like me, are completely clueless when it comes to civilizations finer points I've learned plentiful and devastating things today that didn't come in the newspaper or news tv, No, they are thinly concealed facets of my own life reaching insatiably nonsensical conclusions. I'm not angry, to the opposite, I'm calm, cause I don't know what to be angry a bout...