Where do we go now???

 I'm seething to say it will turn out, but that always begs the question what will be??? Since there are many of us that see the roses quite clearly I'm thinking it's a matter of rose garden hopefully with a cash bar.... So it doesn't have to be progressive, and it doesn't have to be true, but somewhere in between, maybe Camp Ripley, but with better output...Like everyone has different tastes, yet when we listen for 1 cotton picking minute we see there are better things coming... so take it to the streets and move it from the margin to the mainstream...Even when your practice turns out little more than a fraction, you can make things happen in the present...

Revision on fabrication...

 A while ago I was ranting and raving about natural stuff, I'd like to take a step back and say there's a time and a place for certain things, you don't have to press the issue, but it's nice when you have options...

Sex Fantasies Continued...

 Another fun thing is girls in skimpy costumes at Halloween and the Renaissance fairs...One time I even had girls flash me in cars and at dance halls... eBay has many scandalous pictures, I'm hoping in good taste... These are all things someone that's been single too long says, but hey they ain't bad... I wish I could promise 1 lady out there some beautiful things but at this point it's kinda punchy... I guess I've got a good foundation but it takes lots of working outlets to make a house, so to speak...So, you might ask where do I go when it gets punchy??? Well, I look up to actresses like Elvira, Marina Sirtis, and Lucy Lawless among others...As far as costumes go, I like native, nurses, pirate, super heroes, furs, anything that's recognizable and sexy... When I was younger it was whatever was frustrating me at the time, so small spaces, nature, medicine, money... Now it's something functional and sexy...

If he's really wondering about my sex fantasies, here goes...

 Things like cooking in underwear with spouse, or showering...these are a good start for me...I'm a fan of lingerie though good looking underwear can be just as good... a little teasing can be good as long as you know where to draw the line... I want to say things like sex in the woods, sex on the beach, but unless the temps were just right and there weren't any stander byes, it wouldn't work... Getting into a rhythm with your spouse is even more important than any extra's you throw in, though this may lead to dull thinking... Another thing that would be nice is photo sets, you can just put together some cheesecake throwback clothing and do a regular picture taking fun... Then you have your spouse right there in a sexy photo album and on your PC... 1 thing that makes it super fun for both parties is a little suspense leading up to sex and a little follow up after... 

A few of my turnoffs are group sex, anything involving pain, and too much distortion whether it be digital enhancement or rude comments...

As far as drinking and sex goes, I'm sure there are far ranging philosophies, but a little alcohol or tobacco can soften the mood and make sex just a little better. I guess I'm saying drink but don't lose track of where you are... Like a jolly rancher might not cut it, but when you drink the whole bottle sometimes you can't enjoy it...

"If it looks like a rose, and it feels like a rose, and it smells like a rose, it's likely a rose"

Another thing I'm curious about is abstract thinking, I'm sure this has been done many ways, but things like flowing conversation, holiday traditions, and balancing acts come to mind.

to be continued...

The Details are only as Good as You Make them...

 So this is another philosophical rant about thinking and such.....There are many details yet to be explored but it takes effort... Like maybe all the ranting and raving about space and want are just keeping me away from taking chances... For example, I generally google ideas before trying them, not as a rule, but many times, even this post... But a little more experimenting could go a long way, of course keeping safe, and thinking a little...

I'm still thinking a little bit of framing of the ideas could help, and I still have a long way to go on getting my shit together, but many times when I take chances they pay off... For example, when I try new Yo tricks I can get them working in short order... Now, I'd like to take bigger chances, without injuring myself and without getting too far removed... I'm not really worried about losing or finding myself, I'm just thinking about things to do...

A couple ideas are to get Grandpa's pistol and shoot it in our woods, another idea is taking my cross country skis across the frozen lake for exercise...

There are lots of ideas and I'll stay busy whether it's easy or not, but I like to think about this stuff so I don't sit around too much...

Stay Cool OR The Last Time I Try Trying

 So, as technology and life in general change we try to do more and we try to get things done...Without digging a hole there are things I'd like to get done without too much headache... Mainly streamlining the relics and rituals that irritate my daily routine... There are many things I'd like to keep, but space is a big concern... 

Basically, I'd like to organize my stuff to a certain degree... Find some solace in something... Plan a way to help without causing to much conflict...