Winter Poem

Winter Poem

Once I Wandered Straight and True,

Through the Snow so Deep and Fluffy.

More Came Down on our Heads,

Hats and Mittens oh so Trusty.

Once I Wandered Straight and True,

Through a Chorus of White Sands.

The Snow Piled along the Path,

Snow Reached out to my Feet and Hands.

Once I Wandered Straight and True,

Back to the House I went.

The Trees all Welcomed me Home,

Though their Fruit and Foliage was Spent.

Suggestion vs. treatment

They get what they want. They break down hardworking people by using mind suggestion then treating for the effects. Then they do it at the same time and get creative suffering. Too bad they don't do it well. Then, I wouldn't have the constant, sickening, power struggle that comes from first rate thinking.

When I do yard work the Morlocks jump into my life and torture me...when I do any work they torture me.

When the suggestion in your mind happens and you ignore it, the gremlins in there get impatient.

They think they know all forms of suggestion, but they don't. This is why they rely on superstition to make decisions for them and create a mess for others. Have you ever noticed how many neutral observers there are in life, as if they don't need to feed themselves.

When you're alone a mirror is little consolation.

It's amazing what a little creative suffering along with a pocket full of common sense will do to a human

I'm sick. Whenever I eat something my stomach turns and I belch aggressively, assuming I can keep it down. I'm having real trouble recognizing people, but I sure recognize the nasty dogs of man entering my life. This last time I went non-compliant with my meds it was as if people were intentionally suggesting I be ill, all the time. They wouldn't allow me to sleep, or eat, it was as if they had a script for how my illness should manifest itself. I know the losers that don't believe in ghosts will question what I'm writing, but I'm past the state of denial. They have come to need me as bipolar, even when it isn't true. (it's 99% suggestion if you must know)

I'm convinced that creative suffering plays a large part of post-treatment suffering. The more we are expected to do results in suffering when we are immobile. The enlightened gods that know what's right for an individual are just in a state of perpetual creative suffering, and are in no position to treat the ill. This is turning into a rant about maltreatment, it's like I work for my demons these days.

The Wrong Demons

Sure, we all have demons that influence how we act out our daily lives. Some are better at suggestion than others. The demons can be helpful when we're on our last rope. But sometimes the demons that act within us are not our own. I'd argue that when we're taking pot shots at our own family, those demons are not in our own best interest. When we don't recognize our own reflection, something is wrong! I'm not saying that we should outlaw bad moods, and even the occasional petty out-of-character remark is accepted as human.

It is clear to anyone that "tough love" is simply actors "giving up." Another petty want of character.  The problem is that they think giving up is a series of liberties that they can control, when it's clear the nature of care is a dynamic, ever-changing, living thing. Not even the greatest supercomputer, programmed with the myriad of human wants, can determine the slightest whim of a child on summer vacation.

So why do we take pot shots at our loved ones when the simple want of a child is free from demons? First, I think it's clear that all actors, no matter how organized and strong, are wanting, and thus capable of failure. As we grow both physically and mentally our wants increase leading to greater capacity for failure. But the demons of age are well known and aren't want of misleading the aging.

The facade of "tough love" is enough to demoralize a population enough to influence the demons of that population. So is "tough love" simply an economic tool? The butchering of soft feelings merely a timed egg ready for consumption? It would seem so, but it's not. Even the most omnipotent actors are at the whim of the wrong demons. And it's trivial to look at the wants of the wrong demons.

Questions for consideration???
If there is no way of finding the "wrong demons" wants, then why do we think we can effect their impact on our lives?
What function does timing play on our perception and interaction with various demons?!
Could the timed egg analogy be a large part of the story leading to more consequences than simply economic?
Do actor-demons and forced-demons behave in similar ways or want to be seen in similar ways?

Drafting with a Purpose

I remember when...if you got drafted by another individual it was for a distinct reason and had a clear purpose. Nowadays, people can't decide whether they want Coke or Pepsi, they don't know what color their hair should be, and they can hardly stay in their own lane. What happened to helping people in need? What happened to being there and not some ghost on the street? People have even resorted to drafting purchases with other purchases... I can't think how hard it was to make money a relevant tool to keep people from being petty. And now the actors that be are throwing caution to the wind and making a mockery of the very foundation that we stand on. You can defame individuals for so long before you get a titanic backlash that you're unable to handle. Then they frame the individuals laying the foundation for the defamation and backlash, in a last petty hope to avoid the pain.

Large Number Math, chilling at the asymptote

I remember thinking when will large number math apply, well I wish I had payed closer attention. If I remember correctly basic algebra rules apply to numbers approaching infinity. You can multiply by 1, you can multiply by the reciprocal to divide, infinity over infinity is equal to 1...I'll have to look this up in wikipedia to be certain.

I believe if you were to divide any number not approaching infinity by a number approaching infinity you would end up with an asymptote.

Why does this matter, you might ask? Well, increasingly I'm put in situations where large number computations ease the math of basic equations. Like inflation on a gallon of milk. Interest on stock markets. There seem to be lots of situations where a basic understanding of large number math would apply.

Sure it's not mission critical to have this down, but I feel that we were studying this in 8th grade and I should have a solid foundation.

found it... "
It is established that...

x + inf. = inf.
x * inf. = inf.

according to wikipedia no sensible extension exist for the following cases,

inf. * 0 (though you would want to say 0)
inf. - inf. (though you would want to say 0 or inf.)
inf. / inf. ( though you would want to say 1)

"

In conclusion only pseudo-specific conclusions can be drawn from operations done at infinity. ITS A SYMBOL NOT A NUMBER.

Corruption of the Highest Level of Medicine

The dictates of medicine are so corrupt, they hardly remember how to treat illness. There are sickly people from all walks of life that walk the streets without any help. I'm talking they have severe problems. Why can't they give help to sickly people? They've forgotten how. Their system is a gentle push and pull, that makes the victims and the practitioners sick in a very predictable way. When there is a natural disaster we pull together to care for the wounded and displaced. Why don't we care for the wounded and displaced in our own lives? That's a very good idea.

The poor, who can't afford health insurance, are the only ones pulling for their own health, and they can't afford to enjoy it. The corrupt practitioner that's being created, will stop at no cost as long as the story is good. And I'm sorry to say, the story is good.

On Top of My Other Ailments I Can't Clear my Throat

Ever since I was sitting with David Borchardt in his den in December 2016 and cleared my throat then he cleared his and he choked up something I haven't been able to clear my throat. Just another illness to add to the list. I hope whoever pulled this cheap trick on me to see me plain as a cucumber so they realize they are trying someone else patience. When you resort to changing someone's physiology with cheap tricks you've got it coming. The traitors cannot stand themselves anyway. Can we quarantine the people with the cheap tricks, far away from Minnesota?

They Get What They Want

I'm a huge skeptic. I don't think the economy has recovered to the point where the stock market is now. Donald, "The" Donald can only help a trailing economy so much. I don't buy the rhetoric. I don't believe in inflation. It's simple, "they get what they want." When times are tough the masses work on autopilot. There's less money in the margin so you find people going out of their way, "to do the right thing." haha, if it were only that simple. There's a word I found in a book today that describes the smash and grab economy, hypocrisy. If you know what it means then you're likely part of the problem.

Donald Trump will only boost the economy if the infrastructure can handle it. On a personal note, I've had many jobs, and lost many jobs. The people that can pronounce hypocrisy are the ones not playing by the rules.  The simple man is just a stone being worn by the storm. It takes a foundation of trust and reliance for the simple man to get a fair share. If you claim that family values are high on your priority list, and you can pronounce hypocrisy, then you are at odds. The very foundation of our progress is rooted in dependability, so why are we pressing the red button?

The foundation of our values and our economy are already built on a solid foundation. Much of the progress that I've seen is not related to that foundation. So why do we build smoke and mirrors? Is it a desire for the dramatic? Is it unmet quotas? Is it deadlines or fear? All I know is that there is more unrest as time goes by. I've been through a rough time. I can barely tell time. And there are no lack of facades out there. There is money to be made in technology and infrastructure, but none to be made in false advertising. People forget that the story is good because the infrastructure can support it.

Let's get to the point. Invest in trust and reliance. Turn to your foundation. You'll find that the fire you're looking for is the same fire you created yesterday. Talk is cheap. Good ideas are a dime a dozen. Just turn to your foundation. There's nothing gained from cheap tricks and monkey wrenches. The human soul has the foundation built in.

The Fall of Rome

Who that thought the fall of Rome would be over a cookie was right. In the attempt to make the internet user friendly we have overlooked several key problems with the methodology. Let me just say that the internet and computers for that matter were not meant to be user friendly. This silly attempt at virtual reality is going to take its toll and we'll all reel from the backlash.  The net is an interconnected set of billboards, or walls if you will, there is no room for interactivity and advanced cookies. They have wrecked the very foundation of utility that the web was founded for. Good luck trying to keep track of the mess you've created. I for 1, am not going with this update in technology.