Cold, Tired, and ill

It's no secret, I'm falling apart. None of my computer programs are functioning the way they should. My body is a wreck to be polite. It's colder than absolute zero, and that's prety cold. I can't hold down food. I've got a boil sore on my groin, as if having a heart attack every time I walk wasn't enough. I really take solice when things function the way they should. I'm really pissed that my cribbage games are off the rocker. Both Quick Cribbage and Jack are completely dumb. Maybe if I get some food into my body, then I'll have a better immune system and things will function the way they were meant to. Yes I'm going back to whining and complaining early today, cause I'm sick beyond recognition. My family will claim that they recognise me, but they are lying.

Art Garden Pic

Tired, Sore, and Happy

Ok, so I'm concerned that my 8,9 hours of sleep are being sucked into a black hole somewhere. I'm not particularly groggy which is good, but I wake up feeling the same way as when I'm ready for sleep the night before. There must be some benefit to sleep, like feeling rested.

Brohem Has a House

My brother bought his own house today. I'm looking forward to pot lucks, Super Bowl parties, and spoiling my nieces and nephews with annoying toys. I'm really happy for him and Deana, they will be getting married in July next year. I'm saying a serious prayer that they truly enjoy their house. Of course there's a ton of responsibility that goes with a house, but Cody's got plenty of that. And I'm sure Deana will help out too. I've got all sorts of wacky housewarming gifts in mind when the money becomes available. Like firewood, an advanced toaster, a heater for the garage, food, wine, whatever I would want in my house. Ok, that's enough excitement about my Brother's house. Way to go Cody, you impress me all the time.

I'm in the wrong business

Ok, not really, I love what I do. The thing is its just got to pick up at some point. All the waiting makes me irritable. I'm a personified busybody hitting the pavement in a tailspin. All that does is create anger, not good. The market is far worse than a jigsaw puzzle, it's a million golf balls, released in a rubber room, with a strobe light. Ok, enough ranting for now, please put together your business so that I can focus on mine.

Sale After Long Drought

Today I made my first "Orcish" sale in a while. I'm so pumped right now. I've got a million ideas for sales and only so much time and money to work with. What would I do if I paid down my debt and had a hustling bustling chain of stores???

Christmas Cards

I'm determined to get a bunch of Christmas Cards sent this year. Everyone that I know, that may be a bunch, but a bunch at least. Got a new address book to keep up with everyones' address. After I compile a few addresses I'll start making out cards. Mom bought me some at Michaels that I want to send out. I've got plenty of stamps...the only thing I'm missing is the addresses. I'll copy a few from our house book tonight to my new book, then put together some cards tomorrow.

Applied to Target

Sent in an app to Target yesterday for an internship. This would be a really good job for me. I love retail and I'm fairly well versed at business, economics, and the technical issues that are part of them.

TEAL!

Drinking, Smoking, and Having a Bad Old Time

This ain't a plee that I'm copping. I'm determined to drink, smoke and have a bad old time until, you, my customers spend money on me. I don't want to hear that my product is too new. I don't want to hear that you don't have the money, or that my prices are too high. Look for business going into hibernation mode until the cash starts flowing.

30th Birthday

Yeah, still here we are, why don't you stay. Seriously, I'm happy to have made it to 30 years old. My coworkers made me a card, and gave me balloons and Striped Shortbread. I've already ate too much of it, but it's sooooo good. Otherwise, I've got a lot to take care of, I think I'll dedicate today to listing some of my belongings on Amazon.

Big Boom

I'm just getting warmed up and the "something" blows out back. Scared me for like 10 minutes. My ears popped big time. Then Excel Energy were here in like 15 minutes to fix it. Kinda surreal. Everyone was in the dark for a few minutes. Oh, my car is up and running again. Blog at ya later.

Still Mad, Not Letting it Bother Me

I'm mad...and at the same time it's better than yesterday. Bah-hum-bug. Nobody promised me a regular life, but I promised myself it. So far I haven't come through on that promise to myself. I'm just going to ignore everything until someone puts a C in my palm. I may be waiting for a long time, but my conscience knows that, my mind knows that, and my body knows that. So that's the end of that.

I'm going to spend some hard wrought taxpayer dollars on a big meal at El Toro Mexican restaurant. So if you want to know where your taxpayer dollars are being spent, they are being spent on the Grande Burrito and Coke at El Toro.

Not Letting Someone Do Anything, Is Murdering People While you Robb the Bank

I feel pain all the time, and everything I do is wasted by this wasted civilization. Nothing is appreciated. Even the time I spend with my family is lost to oblivion. This Sucks.

The Best Things in Life are Free

…but you can get them through the birds and the bees"… I need money, that's what I want, it's what I want. Seriously, I have really bad money habits, I don't have any idea of the value of a dollar. Yet, I want more, just to bet in the mixx…you know buy stock, companies, make trades, rent limos…you get the picture, but ultimately I want money to do more of what I'm already doing… like preparing meals, testing electronics… building websites and completing hobbies… ultimately, that money is just fun money, and I know it. The thing is I want to spend money on quality for others. Gifts and parties and meals and trades and trips and movies and all the expensive things that break up the loving life that is. I know that if I had everything I wanted I would likely stray from the straight and narrow, but then again there are things I want to do, "academic" you might say where I contribute to Wikipedia and other volunteer organizations. Where I play marathon sessions of Aion the MMORPG just for the heck of it. Where I can invite remote friends of the family over for a fancy meal and music. That's enough excess for now, but you get the picture, I want to manage better and live better. I'm managing slightly ok now, and really living damn good (now that my cold is going away)… but I want a little Martha Stewart and a little less Mike Tyson. If you know what I'm saying then comment on this post, give me a life coaching lesson in living the good life. I'm all ears.