I've narrowed my Amazon wish list to 150 items, I'll have it at 100 by the end of the night. I'm really wondering what kind of career I should pursue when I get back to MN. I've got a little talent and skill at a bunch of things, but I don't know what I want to do as a profession. It would be nice if there were like a 1000000 question quiz I could take that would place me square in a profession. I would rather be wondering what it's like without my profession than wondering what the heck I'm trying to accomplish.
I think I would like something with a lot of crunch. Like film, or construction, or something like that where there is always a bunch to do. I really enjoy working on the computer too, and doing what I'm doing, so maybe I'll continue pursuing that. I just wish I had a better idea of how everyone else uses the computer and the internet, so that I would be better equipped to sell to the Internet crowd.
Every time I ask "what does the public think of shopping on the Internet?" I draw a blank and think there is some kind of stigma that comes with computers, and there is...There's a bunch of raunchy stuff on here, and a bunch of dead ends, and a bunch of headaches...but then again; how is that different from any other career??? I keep telling myself that this is some sort of matrix that I'm a slave to, and that's partially correct, but it's what I know, it's what I do, it's a very big part of my life...I barely feel at home without a computer in front of me, and I wonder is that a good or a bad thing, I wonder if there's some sort of magical spell that might make me at home as a rancher or an architect, or a baseball player.
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