Beginning the Script of a Lifetime

So, if I were to compare my life to a shapeless nebula with light and dark spots, swirling solar winds, and stars and matter forming and organising, I believe I'm going from a gamete of a nebula to a full zygote of a nebula, to mix biology and astronomy metaphors. By this I mean that I have a better understanding of what factors of life are important to me.

One job that I would like to stand my ground on is as barrista and pizza cook at the MN and AZ rennaisance festivals. Another job that I'm working towards, yet still seems extremly high, mighty, and unachievable, yet not impossible, is that of Ordway pit guitarist.

Don't Feel like Blogging, but Somebodys got to Do It

After a day of fun games, and my Grandma giving me money, and simplifying my wishlist on Amazon.com and adding a couple lists of Archtop luthiers to my favorites...the day is satisfying, yet I have a very real fear of mediocrity. When things go well, it adds suspense for the next major problem that we will face, in a bad way. I played blackjack and Texas Holdem and still have cash in my pocket, maybe I'm not so mediocre after all, and maybe the future will be as simple smooth as today.

Coffee, Milk, and Beer

I'm tempering my enthusiasm to the essentials so that I can focus on my own moods as they relate to these things.

Plus, these things make me happy!

Distilled Career Profile

1. Semi-Pro Pit Guitarist Substitute - practice scales and songs
2. Semi-Pro High School Sport Coach - learn the sports
3. Semi-Pro Ebay Domain and Book and Games and experiment Sales - check ebay
4. Semi-Pro Construction Worker Helper - check with Alex Fredrickson
5. Semi-Pro Desert Harbor Poker Player - win money
6. Semi-Pro Rennaisance Festival Cook - dress up and attend Ren Fest
8. Semi-Pro Barber for Tyler - check with tyler about haircuts and raise price with experience and complexity
9. Semi-Pro Police Reserve - rejoin the reserves

New Perspective on My Career

To recap, pro athlete, pro Broadway, pro restaurant, pro ebay, pro assistant, pro web designer, pro construction worker, pro dealer, pro net estate, pro military strategist, pro librarian, pro Rennaisance Festival

Now, with a fresh perspective, I'm considering careers to really make a hard effort at.

In order...

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1. Professional pit guitarist
The ammount of practice and discipline that must go into this, would really make it rewarding. Plus, it's a way of easing into stage work without actually being on stage.
2. Professional Athlete
Okay, I've been told, and have read, this is very unlikely. Still, I'm not afraid if I were paid to perform, coach, report, or analyse, most any sport I would really enjoy myself.
3. Professional Cook
I'm proud of myself when I make a simple pizza, and the only time I've actually been paid to work in a restaurant is washing dishes, another good way to ease into a profession.
4. Professional Ebay
This is how I currently make my money, there is a lot of competition but I don't care.
5. Professional Construction Worker
I roofed for a while, I was tech support, I was a helper...I love being active, doing heavy lifting, and giving someone a roof over their head.
6. Professional Poker Dealer
Poker school, long distance, and a wild temprament make this a very difficult, yet safe and seductive career option.
7. Professional Net Estate
I currently own plenty of Net Estate, I'm happy with what I have, I can afford the upkeep, I would like to brush up on my HTML.
8. Professional Librarian
I want to run a library, mostly for the peace and quiet, but also for the dirty books.
9. Professional Rennaisance Festival
This would be sweet, living dangerously, being outside...my favorite stage.


This is really much too much for a lifetime, or many lifetimes, I feel that I could do any of these for a long time, where to start?

Should I Buy Mature R Rated Films?

It's no secret that my sex life has been lacking, and I do enjoy the body of a naked woman. So, I found this list of mrskin's 100 best movies with nude scenes. I pruned it down to 9 movies with the most promise.

Most of them I would not buy if it weren't for the nudity. And they are likely to make me horny, so I wouldn't watch them with the family. So, I figure I shouldn't buy them...you know, attempt to have a real girlfriend. Then again, they seem like mainstream movies. Here's the list that I'm considering...

Private Parts, Eyes Wide Shut, Body of Evidence (1993), Barb Wire (1996), Striptease (1996), Basic Instinct (1992), Basic Instinct 2, Gia (1998), Conan

Now, these aren't porn, but they are not quite kosher either.

First, Private Parts...This is Howard Stern's movie...attractive for Stern and Jameson's nudity, but also for the content, this was a widely anticipated movie, with a "big" budget...I first saw this when I was young on a billboard, it had Howard Stern nude with a skyscraper covering his penis. Tempting.

Second, Eyes Wide Shut, now I'm not a Kubrick nut or anything but Clockwork Orange was pretty good and I hear this movie, with all the sex, and a catchy title might be worth a purchase.

Third, Body of Evidence, this movie really intimidates me because Madonna is such a star in music, and I've always thought she is attractive. I hear this is really steamy. I want it but not sure what kind of tricks it will play on my mind.

Fourth, Barb Wire...Pamela Anderson...she was the pinup girl of my youth so I want this one for that reason.

Fifth, Striptease....I remember seeing this one advertised in the movie rental store when it first came out and thought it had a super sexy cover.

Sixth and Seventh, Okay, from what I've seen on MrSkin these seem hot, and they have Michael Douglas, a definite bonus.

Eighth, GIA...So, Angelina is sexy and it's about a sexy historical figure, sounds intriguing.

Ninth, This is my Arnold pick and I would get this despite the blood, sex, and angry Mongolians, for the fantasy weapons, muscles, and plot. My most likely purchase.

Well, this gives me a lot to think about before jumping into any purchasing decisions.