Wednesday, October 30, 2019

Gaming in adult life not about violence or guns, make the content and systems better for people

I strongly believe that gaming and shooter games, particularly in adult life, and maybe with children too, is not so much about the violence or guns, it's about unique content. It's very natural to search for the novelty in the moment, so to speak. Yet, much of the hardship associated with upgrades is being misplaced and wasted. The modern technology is not hi-fi enough in most instances to keep up with the jargon. He's trying to improve on the wheel, and it's going badly. Wasting your breath is bad when it's about a problem that doesn't exist, and it's doubly bad wasting your breath when there really is a problem that needs resolving. While some people may find these outlets as a result of tendencies or bad habits, for the most part it's him pushing the button 1 minute too soon.

We want to go back to integrated circuits and stay away from embedded systems. It may be easier to manage 1 great big problem than to manage a million little problems, but the trace of integrated systems is bigger than the benefit of embedding everything. The PC runs smoother with a lot of little upgrades as compared to life shattering healthcare defining upgrades. I know it's hard to go back in time and do it right, but that's exactly what we should be doing for forms sake and for health's sake. I for 1 rely on life-affirming science to get me through. When you break things down for the sake of progress, there must in fact be progress. Killing processes for the sake of killing processes is psychopathy, but you already know that. In fact, "the man," is a glutton for punishment, he winds and unwinds history to suit nature, but what about the nature of man? You don't have to try for very long, to realize that he's trying too hard. More of the problems today stem from over-reach and formalities, than would ever come from the nature of the situation.

So why does he push an agenda that's sure to lead to problems? Because he sees the irony of the situation and thinks he can control the image of science, but he can't. The landscape is much bigger than him, and he knows it. He thinks he's managing his slice of the pie, but in fact he's digging himself a shallow grave. He even has me repeating myself for the sake of what? An early retirement? A childless future? All these upgrades give me little choice but to be left wanting. I'm sure the process of nature and "the man" is bigger than me, but don't take away my life support.

Related or not related, I plan on getting food stamp benefits back when I return from Arizona. I've been trying basically since I lost them to be reinstated. I don't know why a middle class dogma means I shouldn't eat. This is the most practical thing I can do to improve my situation where the upgrades aren't going to help. And by the way, the government food stamp program likely still runs on base system programming similar to what I worked with.

And to wit, this is likely "the man" complaining, but at least I'll find a little benefit from it.



Monday, October 21, 2019

I'm thinking about adding corn starch to my Great Grandma's Potato Soup Recipe

I'm not sure if it makes sense, but if I wanted to thicken G.G.'s Potato Soup I could add 2 tablespoons of corn starch. I guess it would work with either the dumplings made of flour and egg or the corn starch. So, in a pinch Corn Starch is an alternate route for her soup. ADD THIS TO RECIPE

Thursday, October 10, 2019

Yes, he did it, no I didn't, no I don't want to press charges...

I don't mean to sound bitter, but just cause you think it's ok, doesn't mean it is... I don't know how long this has been going on, and I don't know how far gone I am, but "he" is bringing this on other people, I would say look at the criminals on TV but even that doesn't work anymore. Even ghosts are visible these days. Most of the time it's ok, or even pleasant, but when he pushes a non-work agenda there are a lot of young people that get hurt. He can try to extinct the dinosaurs, but I'm afraid the dinosaurs won't be extinct. He can try to "grab a piece of something, that he thinks is gonna last" but nature rules, again and again. I'm not saying that I'm the best example of hard work, by any means. But, it's clear that there are forces above and below us that have conflicting ideas. I just hope and pray that he makes the stage a creative outlet and not a stage of war.