The Tired Hypochondriac

Ok, so being tired, unemployed, and a hypochondriac on top of my depression is like dragging an elephant across the United States. It's tiring to all end. Not necessarily painful but tiring to no end. I know that my responsibilities are less than many others responsibilities. But doing simple tasks shouldn't be that draining. Maybe it's because I have a serious toothache, that I'm having looked at this Tuesday. I'm happy it's finally getting taken care of, but it's going to cost me a couple hundred dollars out of pocket.


I'm tempted to say I would be happy if my brain weren't so tired. Well I'll try to use this message to the world as a springboard for my task list. A few of the things I'm looking forward to are 1) Update my website http://www.versaglobe.com  2) Go back to rehearsing daily and add structure and time to rehearsals. I'm thankful that music is having a pleasant sound to me these days. It's off and on, and I figure a good time to work on my music is while the sound is right to me. 3) I'm cooking pizzas from a book that I got called "The Art of Pizza Making" by Dominick Deangelis. Its got great pizza recipes and tips and tricks for the kitchen. The next pizza will be this Monday which means I'll prepare the dough tomorrow. A word to the wise, use "High Gluten Flour" for your pizzas. 4) Finally, I will focus my energy on making direct deals with retailers. Preferably, pallet loads of hard goods to retailers that will be repeat customers. This may seem like a lofty goal for a not-so-humble computer guy from the country, but I'm truly ready to stretch out and make a few choice deals, and get my feet wet. My advantage is a hard line view to quality. For example I found case loads of door hooks in cast iron from an online wholesaler. The next step is to identify a retail location that's interested at a certain price. And buy from the wholesaler and sell to the retailer. Done deal. That's the plan.