Inner Strength, Sorer Tomorrow

I believe I have gained inner strength, and took a spill on the asphault today.

Action is neat, I'm resolving to get more active, I love being active.

Now I need to become pressent in my action, have a repetoire, accept my surroundings for better or worse.

I'm thinking the best ballance of skating is 20% ice skating 50% inline 20% biking and 10% skateboarding...

The Threat is Greater than the Execution

This may be true, but it doesn't pressent a quality picture of what we do every day. It's a tool that should be used when needed, and not more. And because these threats are greater, someone should be in the execution camp, where victory is victory, and man is man, making greater the effects of our strolls through the wood, and our shortcomings.

I guess I'm saying that is if we always deal in threats, then the causality of my own nature begins to break down. If religion, law, and order are the means by which a man is measured, then man becomes religion, law, and order.

The squirrels, rabbits, trees, cats and dogs are my new civility. I'm not the first to follow a natural course, but the course is mine, and my course will be new.

This may seem dramatic when read, but with consideration of all I have today, I owe it to myself and my neighbors, to make a stand for health.

BTW, I'm going to get a Pothos plant for my desk

Don't Want to Work Tonight!!

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Tieflings Drink Tea, Dragonborn Drink Coffee

I'm wondering how a Tiefling village near a Dragonborn village might play out. I would imagine both of these prestigious races would want power and vie for control of the other, with grand conduct becoming of their race. But, who would win?

I imagine there would be some power play with the Tieflings doing dark dealings that they deem neccesary to keep the peace, in line with their demonic ancestors, yet the Dragonborn, decendant of Dragon and Human, have their own vision of peace which means taking the tieflings dark rites and dealings and bringing them into the light, by sword or fireball if necessary. This could be the beginning of the most powerful alliance ever, or the end of both cities and their inhabitants.

I'm itching to roll some bones, get some critical hits, and experience some fairy tale civility.

These are a few of my Favorite Things

I thought this was going to be thanks about the things I enjoy, but it's the things I think will make me whole, but won't make me whole.

A Ford Taurus, a hand made computer, a Gibson guitar, a Taylor guitar, a Ph.D, a rock garden amongst the garden of David, porn, cigarettes, illegal drugs, alcohol, more time, less time, money, books, cds, dvds, PMS, PMA, better standards, better ethics, food, water, coffee, sugar, needles, gas, and more...

I do care for the existence of these things, and may lose myself without them, but they don't make me.

I'm Special, These are my Shoes, Get your Own

I'm very happy with my shoes, metaphorically and literally. Grrrrrrrr, let me be.

Chronological Me

So I'm building again, moving towards a cressendo, skating and eating and playing and working.

My calling card action and elegance, my nemisis apathy.

PS. Crows are cuter when viewed as a primary color.

Simplify, Simplify, Simplify

I hope to turn over a new leaf, by ridding myself of distractions and putting that NRG into work, basketball, beautiful people, guitar, and skating. I really feel good about this step forward. I am slowing down and enjoying the things that I've always wanted to do.

Besides, we had an awesome time with my auntie Laurie at her 57th birthday at Maynards in Rogers today :)

Who knows, I may read a chapter of Lord of the Rings tonight :)_)(_(

Angst and Excitement

I'm really wanting to get into shape with my new K2 roller blades. I will skate with them to work, from 63rd to Robbinsdale, and from 81 to Brooklyn Boulevard.

I want to be the regular, healthy, muscular skater, but for now I'm the, little out of shape skater.

I hope that I'm able to loosen up, warm up, and jump up with them.

Modern Monarchy

We need some of the wild friendliness of the past, yet we cannot let ourselves become ruthless tyrants like those of Rome, England, China, Germany, etc...

Professional Athlete Me

MLB - NL Pitcher
NBA - Guard
NFL - Line Backer
NHL - Defense

...And my top ten words...
1) I
2) Thanks
3) Yes
4) No
5) Nature
6) Love
7) Intuition
8) Money
9) Sex
10) Child

Want Another Long Quiet Night

Athens + Elite = Athlete

I'm going to bed early today, as myself, for myself.

And NO, demon hair-splitter, I'm not a lonely gamete.

Less Stress, Honestly

I need a nap :)

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Good Sleep

The last couple nights I've had really good sleep, and it shows. I feel upbeat and happy throughout the day. I really need to make it to ARC tonight. I want to leave a good impression in case I get this job that Mike Geatz is setting me up with. It's really exciting thinking of being flush with cash. I can think of more than a couple investments, food, gas, new year's eve, a new Ford Focus, instruments, books, dvds, cds, fast food franchises, tickets to all kinds of events, airline tickets, and if I haven't pretend spent enough money I'll hoard gold coins and Fiat cars. Oh yeah, and I can pay off my debt. Oh yeah, a snuggly, small, cozy, quiet, handsome, soft, warm, happy, silly, fun, enjoyable, centered, creeky, old, fresh, cosmopolitan, close, far, unbelievable, modest, overgrown house.

Taller - Ents instead of...

I need tolerance, very much...my whims seem life or death and my standards tip top. The problem with true tolerance is that it cannot be taught.

I'm finding more acceptence of minor glitches in the system. Instead of seeing the stumps I see shoots, instead of seeing scars I see pores, instead of tasting salt I taste food, instead of fearing facts I read prose, instead of fearing laughter I laugh along, instead of feeling lonely I include someone else, instead of dragging my feat I gallop towards goals, instead of fearing oppression I hear bells, instead of carrying weight I invent solutions, instead of wasting a move I castle, instead of fearing the clock I clock in, instead of...

Favorite Light Certification on PlanetSide

As I advance, I've been considering what the best barebones configuration is for PlanetSide computer game. Here's what I've come up with for the Terran Republic.

Advance Targeting Implant
Medium Assault 2
Reinforced Exo 3
Cycler Max 3
Harasser 1
Engineer 3
Medical 3

Armored Assault I for 2 and Armored Assault II for 1 is definitely next on the list, as armor is a strong force in this game.

The Preacher Said...

Once upon a time, I was in church, and the preacher said that whoring yourself out was the wrong thing to do, yet I don't recall what was supposed to replace it ;P

Planetside Game System

Terrain Republic

Reinforced Armor, Medium Assault, Harasser or Armored Assault I and II, Medical, and Engineering.

This system gives a well rounded infantry, and is lots of fun to play and costs relatively few certification points, especially if you get the Harasser.