Spending Less Time Overwhelmed

I figure I can spend my time overwhelmed, or spend my time cleaning house, bringing myself to the tipping point of action! I'm happy for my Grandma, she got her hair fixed up at a salon. THIS IS A STREAM OF CONCIOUSNESS ENTRY! Now that I've sold a couple more igo sets, I might spend some of the money buying paint, Winsor & Newton.

Realization in Arizona

I'm come to the realization that rich people get schizophrenia too. I've always thought that if I have a chronic disease, that I'm lower class. Not really looking down, but rather thinking that I'm missing out. Now, I'm coming to assept that I can lead a classy, "rich," life in spite of my shortcomings. I'm really working hard at seeing and feeling the positives in most any situation. It takes a bit more use of the old memory and imagination, but it's doing me wonders. Flexing a little is helping me enjoy the social aspect of life more! PS. I just tried Boar's Head Pastromi, it's very tasty :) What is pastromi anyway?

Cleaned up, Organized office, Looking forward to AZ

4 days, counting today and the day I leave, till AZ. I'm getting my affairs in order, in preparation for the trip. And I started reading a new book, Thinkertoys, it seems prety cool. Also, I bidded on a couple rare coins, Mint State 67 Lincoln wheat cents, to be precise. I want to get my knic-nacs organized so I have a little wiggle room for things on my furniture. It's tough going through things that I've grown attached to when I want to simplify and mature and I want new shiny things and I want things I've thrown out. I'm starting to really feel good about my responsibilities, from cleaning up after dinner, and cleaning my cat's litter, and shelving items at ARC, in addition to the things that we encounter every day, people, conflict, restriction, moods, emotions, construction, etc.... I've also been wondering if my relationship with Keith, while rooming with him, would have been better had I more money, or were less horny (not for him :p, or had more structure to my day.

Dirty and Greasy

Ok, so normally I'm calm, cool, and collected, AND I want to be clean. But, lately I've been noticing that I have greasy hair and I smell. I'm going to be responsible and respond by cleaning up when I get home, preferably before dinner. And then, volunteer for ARC. I wonder if they carry the gold jolly jester costume. I'm tired, don't know why, don't care, I want my life back!

Tea Time

The sleepytime extra tea with the bear snoozing on the box, with a little honey, is sooooooooo relaxing. I think its got valerian root and chamomile. Now I'm going to stay up because I'm so relaxed from spending time with Mom and Dad and having dinner and tea.

Pruning My Goals

I keep a list of goals on my computer, and sometimes it gets longer and sometimes it gets shorter. My reasoning is that the shorter my list of goals the more focus each goal gets. I'm trying to get the list down to about 30 items. Also doing laundry today, I had to put on a pair of long white socks, cause that's all I had left.